broken

You said youd never leave so why are you walking away from me
All these promises shattered like a piece of glass
hurts my heart to see you go, did you even care about me
 You left me here broken on the floor whos going to help me up now

Cause im broken like a million pieces i cant move im frozen in time seems like just yesterday u were here by my side Will i ever survive without you such apart of my life we could of had could of had it all
but u u just let it fall right thro your hands whyd you let me fall?

That heart of gold was really just made of stone
wish i would of known you were so cold than maybe just maybe i wouldnt of let you in
i would of ran and hid from the pain you have caused me

A letter to you

For the first time in my life I can say I am finally over you.  When I went swimming and you were there I felt a new strength in myself.  A few weeks ago whenever I saw a red truck my stomach would sink.  I longed for you and had to stop myself from crying when I thought of how it would never be the same.  Sitting in that chair with you right across that table, I felt so much distance.  Everytime I caught you looking at me I felt no connection to you whatsoever.  I needed to know how I would react when I hung out with my friends and you were there.  Now that I have that experience, I really do mean it when I say I'm over you.  It was nice of Penelope to say shed get us back together.  And I have thought hard what I'd say to you if you ever wanted me back.  I love you but I love myself more, you broke my heart, and I have finally gotten my happiness back.  Going back to you would be a major step back.  I just want to keep moving forward no matter how much it hurts.  I will never forget you because you have taught me that I do deserve better.  I have a new confidence that I never had before and also an inner strength.  I would also like you to please don't label me when really we knew nothing about each other.  Yes, you did have my heart, but I took it back and this is me saying I wish you nothing but the best because now I can finally say I'm moving on.  You just lost the best thing that would ever be yours